mix thoughts

on life

Some time i feel what should be the ideal life or how one should live his life, there are so many thing to do, than i come to one conlusion which is, anything that gives you satisfaction that may be foolish , may be not worthy for some body but that is giving you full satisfaction is great to do.
Yes you need to explore n read work done by great people, learn from them test there ideas too, something which you don't like just don't do blindly.
Any way these days of life will be full one day. So at end of it what I think now on 26 august 2016 Matters most is if you have lived your life by your choice. That also include some parts of your loved one because without them we can not be complete our self. For today it's enough.

on MSTU training

Two day before training was going to finish or second last day felt like there is no goal in life, all this phase just finished and again changes are on the way we have to go office again.

We always place some goal for us whether it may be very small but that only give us motivation for living here that may be some tension. Suppose every thing is being removed and then the blankness will be there that is very hard to bear.

We create all this unconsciously so to say just to engage ourselves in pity things.

Life is not that much complicated, or it is.
We have to find a way.

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liberating

Don't fix time in a day, feel like enternity like only thing is after birth is death, nothing matters things will come and go but it's the truth.

Don't force anything let life unfold itself be in present take decision as you think write don't force anything, why this way or that way life will take care itself.

We should not try to worry about all these thing as acharya g said let's see how you solve the problems of life.

Smoking

I used to go for cigarettes when I am more tensed. I go and have a puff and it used to go daily for no reason which I feel personally as this is not giving any pleasure as after that I feel more depressed or bad.Bad not because if my prejudice but because the kind of bad smell and intoxication I left with.i really feel badly  used by my mind.

Most of the time you pretend to think while having it but in reality for me it is just being stuck in limbo as tha t cigarette will be finish in a minute and thinking concentration is a time Taking process and with intoxicated nicotine I don't feel good. So leave it  just by thinking that you are in a trap of bad habit that will be injurious also and you are not gaining anything.

So better be the master of mind and leave it basically it also so that you are a weak person. So be strong and stop it NO means NO stop smoking.