inner engineering

DAY1. Mechanics of life

We are combination of body ,mind emotions and intellect

Breathing pattern changes the way we canges the hand.

Be conscious of everything

DAY 2only bondage

We are driven by desire and suffer because of they are unconsciously arising in us. So we can take control of the situation by desiring consciously. If we are conscious we will act not react.if we are able to consciously take control over our body,mind and energy we can take control of our life.

Do thing as total involvement and not as compulsive nature. We can change situation attitude towards situations. 

DAY3  live totally

We should eat vegetarian diet not because cultural issue but because our structure is like that , our elementary canal is like all other herbivores 5-6 time of your size and teeth etc. This canal is lengthy so that food paff slowly From this.

The raw and fruits are better for body because it take very less time to out from the system and body has to spend less energy on taking out from body compare to cooked , meat etc.

We have infinite responseblity but limited action.

Whatever we do in terms of anger or any reaction first thing we will Poisson ourselves by that. So better do it consciously.

Responsible willing Ness

Not responsible not willing

We should be agile with age but we can't be aliveness can't be reduce

Life's goal

Marriage is there in our mind as if it is the only goal of life and we are incomplete without it. I think sex is the main part in this.
With this comes so many responsibility.If we think in terms of time and energy which literally is the main thing,it takes most of it. It left very less yourself and so if you have passed whole life like that than there will be not be any mental growth.

If suppose we are playing with soap bubble u made a big and you have small than I may say I have big one but if both bursted than I will not say that I have that air or this same with life if you can make this one life it's full potential this is it  at the end all will go.

mix thoughts

on life

Some time i feel what should be the ideal life or how one should live his life, there are so many thing to do, than i come to one conlusion which is, anything that gives you satisfaction that may be foolish , may be not worthy for some body but that is giving you full satisfaction is great to do.
Yes you need to explore n read work done by great people, learn from them test there ideas too, something which you don't like just don't do blindly.
Any way these days of life will be full one day. So at end of it what I think now on 26 august 2016 Matters most is if you have lived your life by your choice. That also include some parts of your loved one because without them we can not be complete our self. For today it's enough.

on MSTU training

Two day before training was going to finish or second last day felt like there is no goal in life, all this phase just finished and again changes are on the way we have to go office again.

We always place some goal for us whether it may be very small but that only give us motivation for living here that may be some tension. Suppose every thing is being removed and then the blankness will be there that is very hard to bear.

We create all this unconsciously so to say just to engage ourselves in pity things.

Life is not that much complicated, or it is.
We have to find a way.

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liberating

Don't fix time in a day, feel like enternity like only thing is after birth is death, nothing matters things will come and go but it's the truth.

Don't force anything let life unfold itself be in present take decision as you think write don't force anything, why this way or that way life will take care itself.

We should not try to worry about all these thing as acharya g said let's see how you solve the problems of life.

Smoking

I used to go for cigarettes when I am more tensed. I go and have a puff and it used to go daily for no reason which I feel personally as this is not giving any pleasure as after that I feel more depressed or bad.Bad not because if my prejudice but because the kind of bad smell and intoxication I left with.i really feel badly  used by my mind.

Most of the time you pretend to think while having it but in reality for me it is just being stuck in limbo as tha t cigarette will be finish in a minute and thinking concentration is a time Taking process and with intoxicated nicotine I don't feel good. So leave it  just by thinking that you are in a trap of bad habit that will be injurious also and you are not gaining anything.

So better be the master of mind and leave it basically it also so that you are a weak person. So be strong and stop it NO means NO stop smoking.

Smoking

While smoking some time I pretend to do thinking and be serious but in actual it s alla acting being measurable.

How much helpless we are

Now when I think back what I wanted from my life when I was growing don't know that past person if me will be satisfied or not by these thought of mine or not but now I think so.
JOB: Initially I want to go in army ,i think because of excessive patriotism I was exposed In my school days but after getting job in a private healthcare company and by seeing the practical life and I think some exposure my mind turned to some settle kind of govt job with handsome salary.I got selected in SSC and got the job. Now a days I am not content with whatever I am doing but of course job is giving me financial security and freedom to live on my own upto some extent and for discontent part I am in search of something.
Wife: I don't have courage that time to propose a girl or to make friendship with a girl where I can hangout with someone. I always remember my school girl. I really had crush on her that feeling is so strong now but at that time , it was not that much powerful or beautiful but anyway for career and lake of exposure ,lake of. Financial security, I suppressed all those emotions.
When I got the job I want to marry a girl who can take care my family and me , basically a ideal wife. What else could I expect from my partner except be a better part of me.
I got married and the girl was totally opposite having affair with some other,shrewd and taken my all mental peace.

That's the reality of life it is so unjust if you are taking it as a moral taken from movie or society or I can say this world is very harsh you have to let go every thing as you can't control anything and pleasure is there in letting go.

Let's enjoy the Nature

Today I am sitting on at the shore of sea on full moon night just watching the sea in between people also coming and just taking there selfy and all are busy in taking there video or picture in some style as we see in movies or pictures in of model in some advertisement banner. I think we all  are too much influenced by the all this media. We also want to immitate ourselves like them, every one just making some faces and too many thing doing just so much brainwashed I would say.
Nobody really enjoying the beauty of the night all are just want to capture there moment with the scenery, I was also doing all this some years before. I am not saying that I am improved or became an intellectual but now I don't feel like that anyway just writing to say what I am feeling now. I am too writing all this instead watching the beauty let's be in the moment.